Addressing The Issues21:16 Apr 13 2021
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First, I hope everyone is having a great spring day. It's getting the time of year again, that we can all get outside and enjoy nature and family time. I would like to apoligize to those reading all the journals that has been posted the last couple of days.
I am going to address the issue here, then im done with it, for those whom dislike reading drama posts, this is the last post on this manner that you will read from me. For those whom enjoy or feed off chaos, pop you some popcorn and settle in and enjoy.
I have spent time on this website since 2007. Over the years, I have spent alot of time, as well as money on profile premiums. I do have alot of profiles, that are for self expression, and to help out others. Now, As long as no TOS are broken, and as long as profile premiums are paid, I will make profiles as I see fit. If you don't like the profile I make, simply don't go on it.
I will not put up with harrassment, I prefer to keep to myself, and dislike the bullshit, but make no mistake, im not your doormat. I won't be bullied, I am a grown woman, as long as no rules are broken, it's really nobody's buisness as to why I have a certain profile.. Over the years, I see those that don't have a genuine bone in their body, that love taking other people's ideas or themes of profiles, Frankly , I got tired of seeing it..
You take my ideas or others close to me, and just cant wait to run to our profiles with your huge ass stamps, and rate, hoping to get a reaction. I choose to ignore and keep it moving.
Yet, you simply can't do that, and must throw tantrums, and scream victim, and any male your tired of, or didn't give you the time of day, they are a pediphile or a abuser.. Those are words that shouldn't be throw out randomly, they can do alot of damage to those whom are not those things.. those that are should be prosecuted to the maxium level, they are truly sick.
Next, you are truly a mimic, you want to pretend to be things you are not, and you want to use people and friendships for simple gain and profit. You are really quick to judge others, that you truly don't know anything about.
Your friendships always come with strings. Your friendship only runs as deep as your use of the person, then they are thrown under the bus, and harrassed until you decide or see a use for them again, then you pull them back in, I myself wasted way to many years, being a friend to you, protecting you, and trying to guide you, when the reality of the scared lil girl you play to be, fact is she died along time ago.
There was a time I cared about you, but I finally had to walk away from you, and you just couldn't handle that. You love to attack me, judge me, pretend to be like me, throw all the harsh words your little brain can think up about me, truth is, I have long stopped caring your thoughts about me, I do feel bad for those being used by you, they dont realize the poison grasp they are in, or the amount of damage your gonna do to them, but they are gonna have to learn the hard way, as I did,
It's funny, over the years people have read my profiles, or journals, and think they know me, reality is, you don't truly know me at all, very few have I ever let in, to truly know whom I am, and you know who you are.
As far as the crap being thrown around, man I didn't realize that I had that many men interested in me wow., where was I when the supposed relationships were going on? Hmm.. In reality the last 3 years have been very hard for me.
I had three people that I did talk with, some things aren't easily discussed. After I got away from a bad situation where I endured alot of abuse, it's taken treatment for PTSD to truly come to terms with it, to fully move on with my life, previous to three years ago, No one truly knew how I was living, even those closest to me. But lets discuss last 3 years shall we.
#1 yes I was a victim of being catfished. I had a friend of 13 yrs, that was there for me in my darkest moments when my dad passed, my divorce, and other changes. I had this friend on a pedastal, and had alot of love and respect for them. It was a betrayal to find out, that this person I held such a high regard for could betray me in such away. It made me doubt myself , took me down into a deep depression. But, thanks to friends I was able to put that behind me.
#2 I allowed a romantic bond to start with someone that I should have never even thought of in that way, he was a dear friend, that I loved him and his family. We did talk for a couple of months, but it never truly went anywhere.
#3 since we are counting down my last 3 years, comes to my current relationship. He was a friend since 2007, and we decided to see where we can go, its a very loving and healthy relationship, we live together and have been together the last year and 4 months, and will be getting married,
Since my personal life is being tossed around , with bullshit spun in it, I thought I would share the actual facts.
I do enjou spending my downtime here. I like to rate and post, and code profiles. It takes my mind off of some stress in my personal life, I have been here for lost seekers whom have ended up here, My main priority however has always been my children.
My oldest she is 22 and has graduated collage, and is married, and bought her own home, and expecting her first child. I am very excited to share this milestone in her life, as her due date is fast approaching, and last night went to far, as I was sitting at the hospital with her, to see if she was going in labor, and was getting calls about what was being posted here, thats when the line was crossed for me.
I home school my other two children, and spend most of my time with them and my family.. When my family time is disturbed over things trival, I get very upset.
In closing, I am deciding in how I would like to handle the lastest drama issues.. know this.. when I make my choice, and deal with you, I don't want to hear your whining, and pleading, and bitching.. You couldnt leave me alone.
Moving forward as stated, I will continue to make my profiles, and enjoy enjoy them as I see fit, as long as no TOS is broken, and premium paid, it's no one's buisness..
There was a time, I tried my best to help you, hell I read to you a hour or two daily to help you study and try to be the best you that you could be, there was a time, I looked at you as a daughter, but after years of being used, and harrased, and lied about, the friendship died.. I have moved forward, you really need to do the same, at this point in your life, don't you think it's time you got your personal life together, and stopped all of the bullshit?
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Oh and to those jumping in, and claiming I lie etc, stay out of my inbox with your requests to be added and rated lol
Many blessings,
Have a great day.
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FenrirSpirit
18:06 Apr 29 2021
Slander
Libel
Defamation of character
Harassment
And more.
Do not say one more word to or about me or I will file suit. All I need is name and address which I have.
LadyBloodMoon
19:21 Apr 29 2021
One thing that has been forgotten. I have witnesses that were video chatting with me and those on the phone that know how well she was treated. She is gonna have to live with what she threw away. She knows what she did.
I'm done with this. You chose to attack me in a public forum. I wanted to handle this privately .. you chose to take it way to far.
I'm not your doormat. I am not gonna allow you to lie about me or the family. I posted the truth and facts. Those of you hiding behind fake accounts. Hope you have a really good vpn. If not you can and will have legal action against you.